says, now, dah bulan 3 dah, dh nk hbs dh pun. wuh, and the last entry is last year eh? man, that an old story to say. okay, jujur, mmg malas, tk larat, sibuk, nk update. tkde ape pun, tapi, jujur, aku nk taip kat sini, just here,
say amir ferdaus---------------
now i'm stuck. stuck whether it or it is,
stuck whether now or never
stuck whether say or not to say
stuck on who and whose
stuck whether you or you
stuck .............. speechless
yes, i'm stuck, in the middle of it, and not somewhere, it everywhere.
i want to end it, but still, i care, i care both of it, it just, whether it the past or now,
oh god, you really need to know my past, and then you could know how i am.
not a fake smile i want to give, never want to make a tears drop down, just.. it seem like i'm losing the light that shine someone.
not tears that i want, just smile. but i'm worry, worry anyone will had the tears.
just really, how it will end.
its reality that i love you,