Friday, December 30, 2011

statement

says, dah nk masok new year dah...2012..mean anything?? tak?, bagi aku, ye..byk sgt...sbb...aku ambik SPM tahon nih....wargh.....menderita aku cmnih...=))

says..since ni tempat aku, blog aku, hak aku la kan..so, what i want to write, i'll write it in here...accept the fact...
so, i'll just start it with one single word....STATEMENT..ingat tak lagi..??? aku terpikir same ade kau ingat lagi ke tak? most benda tak relevan tkkan ade dalm memori tuk diingati kan...or simple way to say it, short term memory..of mybe loss....you know what i mean by it..


people change...nothing stay at one point, one place, one spot....tapi, manusia berubah atas pilihan mereka,,.apa yg mereka pilih bakal terjadi...anyway, org tk bace klu tk tahu kan...and, klu bce, do tell me about it..i'm waiting for it..=)

Friday, December 2, 2011

harmony sky

says me...dah bulan 12 dah...dan post ni ditulis secara total nye pada 2 disember...yg bermakna yg lagi sebulan je nk start skola...fuh...final year tu...SPM lagi,...mcm2 lagi upcoming next year...

says me truly...


nakama...tomodachi...
friend..
kawan...
sahabat..

words yang kita tau kan...except yg dua first tu...tu dlm jepon...practice jepon skit2...haha..
lately..rase nye best tgk langit..cam tajok entry ni plus2 mlm...ngan bintang nye...
FULLSTOP

life never been easy kan...thats way it been called life...everything come sejajar dan setimpal dgn nya..
sama ada kegembiraan atau duka..
tears will drop but whether it will be a worth tears or not the question is..
tapi rase air mate yg kuar skang ni sbb menguap je..
tkde sbb kukuh nk mengalir tetibe..

TAPI..
that tears that flow off doesn't means we give up in life..
tapi it also an expression in life..moving towards ahead..

ANYHOW

i have my own smile..and whether i'm standing all alone or not..
i'm sure it will always be there..



Wednesday, November 23, 2011

mistake







says...huaaarggghhh.....cuti dah start...mula la otak pikir ape nk wat..and so on with the planning...plus...jadual pun tk terkawal...asyik mkan+tido je..haih...not a very good daily life...mmg kene tukar..

says more..about this tittle for this entry...mistake..something yang you never can escaped....semua orang buat kesalahan...including me as well...tk kira la salah kecik or besar...all form a word...kesalahan...tapi...tk semua masa kita sedar yang kita ni buat silap...kan kan...

sometimes what we do not something that they would do..

duk kat dunia ni bukan nye sorang..there a bizilion of people on this planet...tu tk kira lagi ngan makhluk tuhan yg lain cam haiwan tu...kan kan...but...the mistake membuat kan kita menjadi matang dan tk mengulangi kesalahan tu...

if we feel that we make a wrong to...rajin2 la mintak maaf...tkkan nk tunggu berjanggut kut bru nk mintak maaf kan...XD...hehe...know who we are and what we do..dan with that we could be a better person...klu kene teguran tu..cube2 terima..jgn balas balik dgn tk puas hati pulak...kire ok la org masih ade rase prihatin nk tegor..daripda org senyap je dan we still making the same mistake...

appreciate orang sekeliling dan care to them...ni dah wat salah...lagi nk wat muke tension kat org...laaa, biler nk settle cmtu kan...

result nye (cam wat paper 3 pulak)..do care about others dan sedari kesilpan kita supaya tk mengulangi nye lagi...

Saturday, November 5, 2011

talk, listen, look






a big view with a big hope...





says, untuk sekian lama tk update blog yg sah2 bersawang ditambah lagi ngan nama nya yang dipanggil laman sesawang,..kompem2 bersawang nye...life in asrama kinda isolate me from the outside world, make me less contact with the world nor the internet...but slowly or drasticlly i adapt with it, live with it, go on with it,...and, living in asrama make me see a whole lot of different view, seeing all sort of thing and talk a lot of thing...

says me...eventually, world a lot of view, view?? view dari pandngan manusia, haiwan, makhluk2 lain...and what we see truly, tk same dengan ape yg other lihat, exmple, you could say that klau kami 2 org tgk benda yg same, bkn view tu same ke??, you could said like that, tp, what does the other person think about that think does not really same with with, what the person though about that thing might not be same with you, ingat, we living in a world that full of all sort of opinion, so, do care about others, when do something...dunia ni bukan kita punya ataupun sape2 punye, the world is what God already create..so jgn "jual ikan" (selfish) about only thinking about yourself only..


.....if, me, many thing that i hope is just hope..we do said we need dream to achieve something, but when the dream does not become a reality, it just stay with hope..but, holding that hope is what make we step forward to achieve a new hope and goal....

Monday, September 5, 2011

view



says...time flow really fast, right? tup tup dah hbs cuti. Nk kene balik dah ke mktb..haish, maleh pun ade..*mmg maleh pun*...anyway, study must keep going if not, cmne nk berjaya and achieve our dream kan....

says me more..VIEW..meaning pandangan kan...we are human with different view kan..but one thing, if everyone just looking at the same perspective and didn't cooperate. we will not have the same focus kan...with that, a group never be succeed to achieve their goal.....

nothing passing my mind to write...see again with it already holiday...=D..

Sunday, August 28, 2011

gempak giler....










says....at last...balik pon ke ipoh yang setelah almost two month at asrama...dasat giler...haha..."tkde ape pon"
anyway, byk experience baru duk kat sane and my ramadhan for this year start at there...

says more from me...first want to say
'
‎(⁀‵⁀) ✫ ✫ ✫.Hey semua..,
`⋎´✫¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•✫
..✫¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•.✫
☻/ღ˚ •。* ˚ ˚✰˚ ˛★* 。 ღ˛° 。* °♥ ˚ • ★ *˚ .ღ 。
/▌*˛˚ღ •˚ Selamat Hari Raya ˚ ✰* ★Selamat Hari Merdeka!˚ • ★ *
/ \ ˚. ★ ˛ ˚ ✰。˚ ˚ღ。* ˛˚ 。✰˚* ˚ ★ღ ˚ 。✰ •* ˚♥ Maaf Zahir Batin..:'D



almost a month fasting...harap puasa tahun ini diterima-Nya...
byk story want to tell...hehe...since living asrama for almost two month...and kind of addicted to say word.."gempak giler"....tak tau knape...and also starting to speak like kedah...ntah mane dtg ntah sleng kedah pon tk tau la,,,haha....and also getting responsible to hold jawatan as BWP biro komunikasi at MRSM Lenggong..plus the job..and the study...ergh...(*_*)...mcm2...dan me get to know someone that like me..other easy say...me the second...hahaa..kinda cool know someone that same like you...

Saturday, June 11, 2011

fear



what would come ahead..


says, hari ni kuar g mcd petang tu, after solat jumaat, dlm kol 3 cmtu..some small reunion..hehe..tapi best..^^..lame gak melepak kat situ,,sonok sembang nye pasal citer lame or anything else...haha.yang coming is me ,anwar , asrul, muqmin, anis, azira, syakirin, aisyah, and natasha..anyway..ahad nk balik asrama dah..argh...sabo je la..hati ni macam tk sedia je nk balik ke asrama tu...dah la ngan homework nye yg blom bersentuh lagi..keseraman je..

says more...so for the title..takut, why,, menulis post ni after been walking2 around looking my other friend blog..just for once, me thought, macam mane la masa depan kan..i mean, what am i will go after this..tomorrow, the next day, next month, next year..what will come..getting to my bones memikir kan nye..for me, kene bersedia hadapi segala nya untuk masa hadapan yang tidak menentu ni...ye, pada satu masa aku akan berada di bawah, dan satu masa lain aku berada di atas, tu la roda kehidupan, namun ,berada di bawah bermakna mampu kah kita kembali ke atas..?? punyai kekuatan berbuat begitu, atau rebah oleh kejatuhan yang mengejut kan..harap tidak..that what make me fear that..everyday, a step will be make, a second will be past, a heart will be beat, but do we past the next cycle of that...hope to be so..

Monday, May 30, 2011

holiday holiday





be confidence towards yourself




says, ahoy everyone..err salah2, assalamualaikum sume..hehe..lame dah tk update..tuan blog nye duk  bertapa kat kawasan prasejarah lenggong nun sane..haha..me have finish the exam...yosh...tapi tk tau la result nye cmne nanti..wait and see only la..

say what to say.....since me coming back here...feel so relieved that i can come back again here..hehe..so, i be thinking how condition of everyone?? since they coming back from their different place, carrying new experience..how would they be..for me, i think they had been more matured than before...still the same person, but lebih tabah, lebih pandai dan know more about life than before selepas menjejak kan kaki ke alam tingkatan 4 yang mostly all must do yourself...

as me been not at home studying at boarding school, sometimes, me been thinking, is this how feel to be form 4 or to be more matured?? is the reality world is harder, can i pass through it?? can i? but..stop the question there...sebab, masa depan sentiasa mempunyai pelbagai kemungkinan yang tidak terhingga..jadi, for me, terus kan berusaha untuk berjaya untuk mencapai impian that everyone want to holding all this year..

everyone have their think to say..everyone have their way to go..everyone have their dream to catch up..everyone have their hope towards something..so everyone have something to do..then, do we have set our path..a leaving answer is from us........





















Sunday, April 17, 2011

human, life, future



why the thing sad??




says, akhir nye balik jugak kat ipoh nih, setelah cuti hari tu..pergh, punye la excited nk balik rumah punye psl...sbb nk gune internet, nk membace dan melihat..

bace komik, bace blog, melihat FB, melihat anime..haha..cam ape je.


.namun begitu, kepulangan ku ke tanah ipoh nih bukan setakat ngan tangan yang kosong, tapi dengan homework nye..haish, spoil cuti tul.....sabo je la..


ok..tutup citer boring ini..
tk sangka, intro nye semangat beno..haha..

says me self....since me had coming home..first thing to come, how would be my friend?? are they okay? are they still same as before..same as me not leaving to MRSM?? sume soalan tu berlegar dalam kepala dan hati..but, to say, a lot of it has change..huu, sedih gak biler sume perkara dah berubah..well, all knowing that things change, people change, time change..

jadi, what the story for me?? tetibe terdetik nk buat post nih..as the title show the main focus of what i'm saying, 

hanya kata hati yg ingin meluahkan ape yg terbuku, rase sedih dan sunyi, kerana perubhan masa, perubahan dunia, perubhan manusia...mmg byk perkara yg sentiasa akan berubah, tk dinafikan apatah lagi di sangkal kan..tapi, apakah perubahan tu menuju kebaikan?? itu menjadi persoalan..namun yg pasti, dugaan sentiasa ade, dan setiap yg berlaku tu ade hikmah nye...jadi apa yg mampu seorang hamba ALLAH yg kerdil yg menaip post ni mampu lakukan ialah bertawakal dan sentiasa berusaha dan tidak berputus asa dalam menghadapi dugaan dunia nih..

at last to type or to say..
.i cannot do everything, but at least i can do something, 
i wanna change the world but first i must change
i want everyone to acknowledge me, but i must never give up
i want my friend to always side to me, but i must first always be next to them
and 
i don't want my friend to lose me, so i must not lose my friend..

and for that, i'm not gonna losing them all..

only if them not losing me..


Friday, March 18, 2011

smile




never lost to it...



says..aaaaaa!!!!!..hari ni dah jumaat...haha...keje skola ade la dalam 5-6 subjek, yang dah bergerak beberapa inci je pon...haha...maleh nye nk wat...tp, apakan daya, kene wat jgk..haish...sabo je la..cuti,..hrmm...cmne eh,...ade la boring gak..ade la yg tk boring gak..haha..sembang taik... ..but  i'm missing my friend a lot.......since ade la jgk beberapa org yg berjumpa..but, i'm hoping to see everyone..you..yes you..kamu, dan kamu, serta,..yg ngah pegang keyboard serta mouse tu...kamu juga..atau yg sedang duduk mahu pun berdiri..you'all..if, this holiday not the time for me to meet everyone, its okay..i'll try to find the right time to go for it...hehe...=D..nanti jumpe jgn wat2 tk kenal pulak..tacing lari balik zaman prasejarah kota tampan, lenggong pulak nanti...haha...mende la di taip nyee..  .....

says what......haaa, lame nye tk taip panjang2...padahal malas..haha..first..japan..fuh, how could it be out there?? will there be saved?? will they get through it.?? hope it will...japanese tough..they will make it...tapi..one thing terlintas while i'm seeing video about the earthquake ...why i'm not hearing people screaming so much?? feeling like kind quite....why??? yeah they have scream..but, not really screaming...wat2 phm ye..

.semalam, kat tv3, ape ntah rancangan waktu pagi tu...ade sorang pelajr baru balik dari sane..die cite punye cite2, but, at some part, i'm interesting about this...

"pengangkutan subway dan awam menjadi pengangkutan utama mereke..jadi apabila tsunami melanda kereta api dan pengangkutan awam terputus dan dihenti kan...yang beroperasi hanya teksi...since nk keluar dari kawsan tersebut melalui darat...but, the still queue up untuk naik teksi"...ade skit olahan dari saya ya..hehe...

 i'm like woaaa..still even depa dalam keadaan tsunami camtu...they still ikut peraturan...tkde nk potong2...tolak2 ke..

..really, they good and terdidik still to tenang even facing something like this...lagi satu.dari keratan akhbar.." looking around tokyo like a haunted city, yes, everyone scared to come out, and stay at home, saving food...then klu tk silap, pemberita ni lalu kut kan koridor pejalan kaki, "this what the writer taip: riak wajah mereka nampak tredup mengenangkan nasib diri dan keluarga yang masih hilang, namun masih sempat juga melempar kan senyuman apabila disapa walaupun tidak mampu berkomunikasi akibat rintangan bahasa..."..see, how tough they are....if me, mybe a river of tears might have drop down from my face..

so, mybe the conclusion is to, stay calm and think clearly for what to be done..japan, we pray for you..

says more??.....since dah nk balik dah ke asrama..argh tidak. malas nye.. so i'll be facing again problem and school work..haish...sabo je la..haha..ape pun, must keep study tk kire di mana pun,.,.since i've have a dream..have faith on that dream..and keep going to chase them..some day, my feet will step on you japan..i hope..=D..

Monday, March 14, 2011

after all this second





how you all??




says..wahhwahh... lame nye tk taip blog nih..*bukan tulis ye* rindu ade, malas pun ade..haha...all of non typing blogging happen when me going to MRSM..dah sebulan baru balik..isk2..nk balik payah, kene wat surat ape mende la..maleh eh..so far, study all ok...exam blom lagi..aktiviti dah macm2...homework jgn cite la. mesti ade nye.., folio ade dua.. plus additional 1 first in my life, making tesis ..wah2, cam duk U je.. ape2 pon, nk siap gak sume tu..FRIEND..I Miss All Of You sooooooooo muccccccchhh...... sedih ooo tk jumpe kome lame2 nih...but  in deep of my heart i'll hope you'all always okay..^0^...



















says....when reaching home, shocking news entering my eyes and all my pancaindera..*almost all*  that, Japan, been having a 8.9 skala ritcher of earthquake and tsunami with almost 10 meter high, raging violently on japan land..first tough, tk sangka nya...then think, how the person kat sane tu, ok ke tak....when seeing the video of water rising, up to japan city, masyaallah, dh mcm bandar terbuang je, keta leh terapung2 je, ngan bole ade kapal2 yg hanyut, klu yg kat pinggiran dekat2 ngan pelabuhan tu, kapal besar pon ade yg terbalik..how sad to think all of it happen.just in a blink of eye..


tp kalau malaysia kene, ntah ade lg ke tak malaysia ni..hidup lagi tak kita nih..think of it for yourself...

Monday, January 31, 2011

friday me


not gonna saying good bye..

says..me, last day as GRians..wuuu..so sad..meeting most my friend for the last time...huhu...skipping BM and FIZIK today..*merasa ponteng kelas*  wondering around school..seeing anyone..mean to be everyone..huu...hope they always be well..


says more..perpisahan sentiasa ade dlam kehidupan ini, sama ada sekejap atau selama nya,...sama ada tanpa diduga atau sudah diketahui..never though to be far away faster before being form 5..so sad..baru ingat nk spend alll my two more years as student of GR, tp, panggilan ke MRSM dah dpt..been a lose to deny it...sure is something to know, kalau kita nk sesuatu, kadang kala, pengorbanan itu perlu bagi mencapai objektif atau kemahuan yg diingini..life never be easy always..itulah nama nya kehidupan...sama ada tangisan atau gelak ketawa, semua di rasai...being with friend is something not to be forgetten, morely if that is your best friend..
thanks to all..*banyak nye name..i'll appreciate everyone single one of you* take care to all..something tough is up there, but, i'm sure, we'll get to through it..

Friday, January 28, 2011

thursday-----two days


waaa, onion, wanna make me cry..

says...hari ni, dh lepas khamis pon..huuu~~~..nk mengata kan saat2 terakhir di sekolah...khamis..haa, hari tu ade wat experiment bio..*semangat beno* experiment psl cell,. onion ngan cheeck cell...seronok dalam kesedihan..getting last to the end day...

says me..trying to appreciate every single second of time in school, saving it for hoping it to never be forgotten, it is my hope...knowing on that thursday only leaving 2 more days....sad is always there...

Saturday, January 22, 2011

shocking nocking news










kenal tk,tipu la tk kenal...haha..




says me..jumaat, bersamaan 21/1/2011..terkejot woo hari tu..mmg tk menyangka dpt MRSM, first to say is alhamdullilah..bersyukur, but, at the same time, sad sbb kene leave GR dan kengkawan, dan hanya tinggal kurang dari 5 hari dapat jejak kaki lg kat GR..huhu...

says more...being at new persekitaran totally bukan perkara yg mudah, nk menyesuaikan dengan persekitaran baru serta org2 sekeliling, berpisah dengan kengkwan, namun semua demi mengejar cita-cita serta masa depan..perpisahan bukan perkara yg mudah, jika mereka yg pergi berasa sedih, yg tinggal juga sedih, melihat tempat2 kosong yg pernah seorang kawan duduk dahulu, penoh dengan tawa dan riang..namun semua hanya tinggal memori..but, one thing to say, 




"sebuah sekolah itu, walau sehebat mane name nya, walau gah sekali pun di mata dunia, ia tetap sebuah sekolah, yg menjadikan ia begitu berjaya adalah pelajar nya serta guru nya.." 




jadi, walaupun tmpt tu sekolah terbaik, negara atau dunia, namun, jika tk minat, tk suka, tk happy, cmne nk blaja, bace ape sume sekat, payah nk masok otak, cmne nk berjaya..jadi, pilihan di tangan kita, pertimbang mana yg terbaik, supaya tiada sesalan di kemudian hari, ..


jadi, bila pilihan sudah diambil, mungkin patut bersedia, kerana dugaan serta cabaran mesti tk senang dan mencabar, harap dpt lalui nya..

Monday, January 17, 2011

wanna jump, don't wanna dive






thinking it, know it..




says, hari ni start skola for the first day in the week..well, as to begin the story, sedar2 dari tido je sbb mimpi buruk, nmpk depan mate one of my cousin almost drown in what gonna be called parit, or bole kate tali air la..seram wooo, sume jerit suh tolong, nk kate terjun tu terjun, tp tk sempat nk grab anything from him, until seeing my mak su dive in and bring him up..sudah2 trus sedar...(merepk je intro nye)..then going to schooll, book, scolded, homeweork, friend, .........and else.. tp, noticing that my friend and the arrival of SBP letter,, OMG, agak terkejut, tp, not me that get the letter..nevermind..tp, tempias kebluran dan dilema oleh kengkawan tu kene jgk..dan menimbulkan rasa tk sedap hati plus ngan blur darab ngan why with this?? equal to, otak hampir tk dapt process mende2 dan keje2 skola..



says any more....since the season of getting, choosing and transferring student still tk hbs lg..and anything could happen..so, that feeling also come anything to me..mybe not me that getting the promotion..tp, semua itu hanya perasaaan, tanggungjawab belajar tu tk pernah berhenti atau berubah..cuma persekitaran..dan cara serta penerimaan sesuatu keadaan belajar tu menentukan mampu atau tidak kita untuk survive in anywhere we gonna study..so, for me..something terlintas di fikiran..learning..belajar..untuk = keluarga, masa depan..kesenangan...untuk dapat tu, perlu perancangan sekarang..but, just my opinion, cuba stop at a point..and think.kita berjalan dalam satu kelompok baru..persekitaran baru..mmg tempat itu sama ade antara atau yg terbaik..namun, kejayaan bagi nama2 tempat itu datang dari peljar..bukan datng nya kawasan tu, dan terus terkenal...tanpa sebarang pencapaian...jadi, fokus nya diri, mampu kita bersaing di situ..mampu kita berjaya di situ..mampu kita kekal di situ..??? bukan kehebatan sekolah sahaja yg dilihat..bayang kan kita duduk dalam lingkungan orang yg tidak dikenali..dan duduk untuk belajar..anda selesa dengan cara begitu??? anda mampu sesuai dengan perkara sebegitu.?? anda boleh survive di situ,,,?? tanya diri anda..tanya hati anda..fikir kemampuan anda dan pahami pengorbanan yg bakal anda lakukan..sedari nya..mungkin ia dapat membantu, menetapkan keputusan...


---------choice is yours, friend only advise, know what you want, hope you happy with it-------------







Friday, January 14, 2011

ohh~ how it is this




try it, then you gonna know it..

says, fuh, penat seminggu ni, penat dengan kehidupan form 4..dasat gak hidup jadi form 4 nih..byk keje nye, bored also, huhu..keje skola/ homework yg semesti nye ade untuk pelajar skola tu, rushing through time minggu ni, and, mybe gonna be for all years...

says me wuuuu... till now, tak jumpa lg the bright side of form 4..yg ade hanye buku dan kerja skola..lost the other part..what??? friend..time with friend..joy with them..huuu...mane la menghilang...everything cmni wat aku terpikir..mybe aku patot pindah je skola..besides, feel like nothing more that keep me at GR anymore..tp, tp..mybe aku tk jumpe, sebab aku tk cari or else..ntah la..nanti2 je la..biar masa yg menentukan..for now..just try to go with the flow..huu..anyhow, this year gonna be along year..friend..friend..where are you..friend..friend..don't lose from me..friend..friend..be there with me..~~~~


                                   ----------------bored ye post nye...----------huuuuu----------------

Monday, January 3, 2011

new year, new adventure




your live, you choice


says, for the first day skola, bercelaru jgk pikiran ni, ngan nk pilih skola nye, ngan ceramah mende ntah, plus ceramah psl course dipilih tahun ni (yg mana sains tulen menjadi pilihan), hbs ceramah, ade la skit pemilihan ahli2 kelab2.. then balik..seronok hujan hari ni, terasa tinggal kat tempat sejuk..haha..

saying me...as living for form 4 student mmg bukan senang, tanggungajawab tu mmg lebih dah, pelajaran pun bertambah, (ikot course) usaha pon, semesti nya lebih, klu tak, jawab nye berbulan madu la tahun ni, mmg time tgk course2 tu sambil cikgu terang kan, dah terasa kepayahan nye, walaupun minat sains, nk jadi budak form 3 pon ade..tp, klu jadi budak form 3 selama nya, bila nk berjaya, nk blaja tahap form 3 je, cmne nk jadi insan kamil berbakti kepada negara..sememang nye tiada perkara mudah dalam dunia ni, mungkin bila kita berumur remaja, berkata" alah, angkat sudu nk makan, mende nye yg susah"  mmg, btol..tk bantah, sbb kita cukup semua  pancaindera, cukup sifat, namun, cuba tanye pada seorang datuk yg sedang terbaring lemah di atas katil, mungkin sudu tu dah cukup berat sekali untuk mengangkat nya..jadi, setiap perkara yg kita mampu lakukan, ada yg susah, ada yg senang...semua nya mengikut kemampuan..jadi, selagi kita tk tahu kemampuan kita, mungkin kita bole cuba untk mencari nya, sememang nya perjalanan di permulaan tidak semua nya senang, namun kesungguhan meneruskan perjalanan, menunjukkan kemampuan kita menghadapi nya sehingga sampai ke tujuan.. dan apabila tujuan itu suda sampai, kegembiraan menikmati keseronokan kejayaan dan kepayahan yg dilalui tidak ternilai hanya dengan kata2..
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