B U T A

                                Buta

       Blind             

Sometimes. I wonder. What really been see by the blind people. Darkness. Perhaps. Close your eyes. And what you see?  Nothing. Most of you lose track on what happen. Even one step in front of you. Would you take a step forward. Not knowning what in front of you.?

In biological fact. It is darkness. But. Unable to see no saying you cant see. Why? No one perfect. But we have advantage. Gift. Talent. Indeed. I cant tell what coming out from my mouth is total 100% truth fact. It is base on my limited view and perspective.

But i can share is. If there less in someone. There will always be more also in that person. Why? Cause we human. No one perfect. Perfectly imperfect. We have our own expertise in something. A gift that no other person have. A talent that could excel ourself further.

Why blind people? No im not judging for speak bad for them. No. My intention bout that topic is heart. The inner eyes. Indeed there not looking by naked eyes. But they also human. Human with heart. You dont simply look positivity. You feel it.

They have a gift. A talent despite their lackness. A gift that could wow us that could see.

There is something in everything. Your view that define it. Instead of looking at the dark shadow. Why dont you see the white light in front of you.

Your future ahead. Not the past behind.

KOSA KATA

        
-بِسْمِ-اللهِ-الرَّحْمنِ-الرَّحِيم

لسَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُl ُ

Sa si su se a e u e la li lu

Kosa kata. Bila mula-mula berbicara. Diasah minda tatkala berkata. Dari tadika hingga dewasa. Mulut terus berbicara. Madah terus dikata.

Banyak mulut. Kadang maklumat dihambur. Bukan niat ingin menyampai. Tiada guna meneruskan. Kerana hati gelap gelita. Tidak berkongsi. Apa yang ada

Suara dalam hati. Pelbagai warna. Bukan synthesia. Hanya madah bicara luahan rasa. Hati. Banyak luka. Calar balar dihambat derita. Sungguh. Kegembiraan pemancar bahagia. Saat berjaya. Lupa segala rasa. Penat lelah mendaki. Hilang. Tidak berisi. Kerana kejayaan lebih berbaloi untuk ditangisi.

STEPS

-بِسْمِ-اللهِ-الرَّحْمنِ-الرَّحِيم

لسَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُl

it been a while. a lot of a while. mcm setahun sekali je update blog nye. =.=

sudah  6 Ramadhan. Sudah tahun 2014. Sudah nk masok Degree.

Alhamdulillah. sampai lagi Ramadhan tahun ni.

hati rasa alpa. ya hati kadang alpa. mungkin hanya bersangkut di hujung2. tidak jatuh ditelan kegelapan.

ingin cahaya, sudah tiba bulan nya. namun alasan yang ada hanya kata-kata.

andai nampak perjalanan diri. bisa sedar akan semua dalam perancangan Ilahi. Mohon dipermudah segala apa yang mendatang. sungguh diri ini hanya manusia biasa. 

senyum. kadang gembira, penebus duka. senyum. kala topeng diri manusia, meronta mahu dipahami, namun dibiar kan sunyi. hidup atas muka bumi. bukan seorang diri. perlu keluarga,rakan-rakan untuk menemani.

sedar lah, sombong bukan jalan yg tepat. saat berpijak atas tanah yg terbentang luas. langit tidak bertongkat. 

mohon hati terus bersabar. ujian datang tidak diduga. itulah yg dikata dunia, tiada yg kekal melainkan yang Maha Esa.

jangan ada kalau

-بِسْمِ-اللهِ-الرَّحْمنِ-الرَّحِيم

لسَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُl

so, here i am writing blog again, dah sekian lama tak update, lama yang sangat2, skang dah masok kolej dah pun, -Kolej MARA Kuala Nerang- student of FiST UNIKL Engineering. if God willing, targeting to futher study in Bachelor of Aircraft Engineering Technology (Hons) in Mechanical. 

says, - cuti sem ni bosan, mybe bosan sbb tak gunakan dgn betol perhaps, dgn sem dua bakal datang, member dah ade yg study sem dua punye topik. haih, untung laaaa.. result pulak tak kuar2 lagi.. pun satu hal menunggu. ~.~ and sains project yg tk pikir2 laig, ,maleh nak memikirkan kan nye, ingat dah hbs la waktu MRSM, tup tup , msok kolej kene lagi.. pergh, nak kene pikior lagi idea nya, 

after, a lot of lab experiment, and discovery and google-ing ,, haha, (exaggerate terlebih pulak) then i notice, byk la jgk member ade kat kedah, cuma tk sempat nak jumpa je.. hewhew.. ntah, nanti jumpa la kut, tinggal satu sem je lagi pun lepas ni, well, everything yg berlaku kat KMKN ni, sume for once, starting from , msok, exam ,puasa, raya, cuti, and targeting for perfect 4.0 result. moga dapat apa yg diingin kan.

no "what if" could we?

For the post today, let be no doubt, ntah betol ke tak bi nye.

there been a short story that i red, so, aku short kan lagi, ada seorang pelajar, tengah dia berjalan, kat kolej nya, dia nampak satu dinding, kat dinding tu tertulis banyak what if yg tak tahu la tercapai atau tidak, not wrong menulis benda tu, tapi, wouldn't it be some kind of our regret, "kalau" tu berlaku, bila kita perhaps regret not doing it, or mybe, fortunate enough not to do it, 

put aside, yg fortunate tu, kita tgk kepada "kalau" yg lagi satu, apa kata kita buang "kalau" tu and pursuit our own dream, then, when we look back, there nothing we been regret dengan tidak memberi our best in something we done. kan. 

human and perspective

says, okay, update blog, yg bersawang sngt ni, spm pun dah hbs, thun baru pun dah masok, keje pun sudh, still in january so, HAPPY NEW YEAR then..=D haha, okay, hdp dh berbeza biler tk skola ni, sbb dh keje, =.= penat wooo, plus, keje ape tk penat kan.. sume cam penat... so, just keje je la.

says, what my work, cashier, haaa, kat mane.. tnye sendiri la eh, mals kasi tau...hahaha,
for today topic, cewah, english.. haha, manusia dan perspective..

first thing to say, pae yg cikgu ckp kan mmg betol, ape yg cikgu ckp? "dunia kat luar bukan mcm kat dlm asrama ni, byk lagi jenis2 org yg kamu semua tk jumpa jadi berhati2" more or less like that laa ayat nye, tk ingat sgt pun.

human, comes with emotion, behavior, personality, diffrnt way of view, so, kita tkkan sekepala begitu mudah, sedang kan kembar pun tk same pemikiran, ni kan org biasa. biler jadi cashier, ni, teringat manager ckp hari tu, time meeting staf, customer service, =.= tk minat tul, ade 5 step, bg salam, ckp bayran, cakp baki, and say thank you, lagi dua tk ingat, .. yg first skali tu mmg malas nk buat, tk buat pun,

biler jmpa customer, kita akan jmpa mcm2 perangai, form being humble, friendly, and nice, until, seorng yg ckup berlagak, poyo, liar and other things. macam darjat seseorang, tk ckp yg org kaya tu berlagak, bukan, cuma biler kita rase kita lagi bagos dari seseorang tu, kita pndang lekeh je kat dia, or kisah tak kisah, je..
in my case, mentang2 la customer, poyo je, "customer always right" tak bleh la nk kate sume nye betol, still kene ade consideration jgk. kan.

haha, nmpk sgt mengeluh nye.. in future, kita akan jmpa lagi mcm2 ragam manusia yg smetimes kita tk sngka pun. sma ada talam dua muka, tikam blakang, atau seorang kawan yg setia membantu kita. be nice, but to too nice, human can change, but, what the result , depend on that person him/her self

watch and remember

http://www.youtube.com/watch?annotation_id=annotation_455127&feature=iv&src_vid=ZQERF3DYyt8&v=CzkAPMWNSGc

notice it

says, ---------------okay, now ada kat maktab, wednesday, and tomorrow is teacher's day here in MRSM Lenggong, =0, montaj tk siap lagi..haih...haha, and result =.=''. jgn la ada fail..huuu..

says, k, tk tau ape yg masok dlm otak, tetibe rajin update blog. kat mktb pulak tu..padahal skola abg oiii...=.=''
haha, skali skala, so,

i notice that my blog actually not really really simple..haha, i mean, easy to read, but, nvm, its unique enough..mummbblleee.

me with my orange, haaa, who orange, hahaha, my favourite colour lah. haha, not anyone k, just a simple one colour only..

and, i start to move forward, and mock interview minggu depan, ya ALLAH, ape pun tk cari..=.=' ape nk ckp nanti..

now, i just try to smile..haha. =) i tried to, a it getting better with it. i hope one day it can be a real smile. not fake or lie.

kita mahu kekuatan, apa yang kita dapat adalah cabaran untuk menjadi kan kita kuat.

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.. haha, i'm learning how to write, more or less to type.

says; dah 3 bulan. almost. tk update. and second one in this year. nah, what ever, it doesn't matter.don't they?? owh, and farah, time kasih ckp pasal blog, you have some good eye finding it. haha. i'm matured enough okay. bkn nye budak2 je spanjang masa.


NONSENSE. it'S RIDICILOUS, isn't it. but, i'm fine with that. org banyak merepek tahun ni. more or less, now, i could say. ntah yg bce ni pun tk phm kan. org tgk blog entry yg lpas. and, i already got my answer for that. RECTANGLE, CIRCLE, TRIANGLE, SQUARE. that shape, that word, kinda end, but it still there.

okay, schedule. bukak skola,

lawatan

talk talk talk, learning, ready for mock interview

mock interview

resigned as BWP

trial MARA

fasting, raya.

Graduate

SPM. and i'm done with high school, see

how time flies.

harap boleh lepasi nya, tersurat, and tersirat.

don't you notice it?

you?

                                           
     

my heart, i don't know

says, now, dah bulan 3 dah, dh nk hbs dh pun. wuh, and the last entry is last year eh? man, that an old story to say. okay, jujur, mmg malas, tk larat, sibuk, nk update. tkde ape pun, tapi, jujur, aku nk taip kat sini, just here,

say amir ferdaus---------------

now i'm stuck. stuck whether it or it is,
                       stuck whether now or never
                       stuck whether say or not to say
                       stuck on who and whose
                       stuck whether you or you
                       stuck  .............. speechless

yes, i'm stuck, in the middle of it, and not somewhere, it everywhere.

i want to end it, but still, i care, i care both of it, it just, whether it the past or now,

oh god, you really need to know my past, and then you could know how i am.

not a fake smile i want to give, never want to make a tears drop down, just.. it seem like i'm losing the light that shine someone.

not tears that i want, just smile. but i'm worry, worry anyone will had the tears.

just really, how it will end.
                                                                                                                           its reality that i love you,
                                                                                                                                  amir ferdaus

statement

says, dah nk masok new year dah...2012..mean anything?? tak?, bagi aku, ye..byk sgt...sbb...aku ambik SPM tahon nih....wargh.....menderita aku cmnih...=))

says..since ni tempat aku, blog aku, hak aku la kan..so, what i want to write, i'll write it in here...accept the fact...
so, i'll just start it with one single word....STATEMENT..ingat tak lagi..??? aku terpikir same ade kau ingat lagi ke tak? most benda tak relevan tkkan ade dalm memori tuk diingati kan...or simple way to say it, short term memory..of mybe loss....you know what i mean by it..


people change...nothing stay at one point, one place, one spot....tapi, manusia berubah atas pilihan mereka,,.apa yg mereka pilih bakal terjadi...anyway, org tk bace klu tk tahu kan...and, klu bce, do tell me about it..i'm waiting for it..=)

harmony sky

says me...dah bulan 12 dah...dan post ni ditulis secara total nye pada 2 disember...yg bermakna yg lagi sebulan je nk start skola...fuh...final year tu...SPM lagi,...mcm2 lagi upcoming next year...

says me truly...

nakama...tomodachi...

friend..

kawan...

sahabat..

words yang kita tau kan...except yg dua first tu...tu dlm jepon...practice jepon skit2...haha..

lately..rase nye best tgk langit..cam tajok entry ni plus2 mlm...ngan bintang nye...

FULLSTOP

life never been easy kan...thats way it been called life...everything come sejajar dan setimpal dgn nya..

sama ada kegembiraan atau duka..

tears will drop but whether it will be a worth tears or not the question is..

tapi rase air mate yg kuar skang ni sbb menguap je..

tkde sbb kukuh nk mengalir tetibe..

TAPI..

that tears that flow off doesn't means we give up in life..

tapi it also an expression in life..moving towards ahead..

ANYHOW

i have my own smile..and whether i'm standing all alone or not..

i'm sure it will always be there..

mistake

says...huaaarggghhh.....cuti dah start...mula la otak pikir ape nk wat..and so on with the planning...plus...jadual pun tk terkawal...asyik mkan+tido je..haih...not a very good daily life...mmg kene tukar..

says more..about this tittle for this entry...mistake..something yang you never can escaped....semua orang buat kesalahan...including me as well...tk kira la salah kecik or besar...all form a word...kesalahan...tapi...tk semua masa kita sedar yang kita ni buat silap...kan kan...

sometimes what we do not something that they would do..

duk kat dunia ni bukan nye sorang..there a bizilion of people on this planet...tu tk kira lagi ngan makhluk tuhan yg lain cam haiwan tu...kan kan...but...the mistake membuat kan kita menjadi matang dan tk mengulangi kesalahan tu...

if we feel that we make a wrong to...rajin2 la mintak maaf...tkkan nk tunggu berjanggut kut bru nk mintak maaf kan...XD...hehe...know who we are and what we do..dan with that we could be a better person...klu kene teguran tu..cube2 terima..jgn balas balik dgn tk puas hati pulak...kire ok la org masih ade rase prihatin nk tegor..daripda org senyap je dan we still making the same mistake...

appreciate orang sekeliling dan care to them...ni dah wat salah...lagi nk wat muke tension kat org...laaa, biler nk settle cmtu kan...

result nye (cam wat paper 3 pulak)..do care about others dan sedari kesilpan kita supaya tk mengulangi nye lagi...

talk, listen, look

a big view with a big hope...

says, untuk sekian lama tk update blog yg sah2 bersawang ditambah lagi ngan nama nya yang dipanggil laman sesawang,..kompem2 bersawang nye...life in asrama kinda isolate me from the outside world, make me less contact with the world nor the internet...but slowly or drasticlly i adapt with it, live with it, go on with it,...and, living in asrama make me see a whole lot of different view, seeing all sort of thing and talk a lot of thing...

says me...eventually, world a lot of view, view?? view dari pandngan manusia, haiwan, makhluk2 lain...and what we see truly, tk same dengan ape yg other lihat, exmple, you could say that klau kami 2 org tgk benda yg same, bkn view tu same ke??, you could said like that, tp, what does the other person think about that think does not really same with with, what the person though about that thing might not be same with you, ingat, we living in a world that full of all sort of opinion, so, do care about others, when do something...dunia ni bukan kita punya ataupun sape2 punye, the world is what God already create..so jgn "jual ikan" (selfish) about only thinking about yourself only..


.....if, me, many thing that i hope is just hope..we do said we need dream to achieve something, but when the dream does not become a reality, it just stay with hope..but, holding that hope is what make we step forward to achieve a new hope and goal....

view

says...time flow really fast, right? tup tup dah hbs cuti. Nk kene balik dah ke mktb..haish, maleh pun ade..*mmg maleh pun*...anyway, study must keep going if not, cmne nk berjaya and achieve our dream kan....

says me more..VIEW..meaning pandangan kan...we are human with different view kan..but one thing, if everyone just looking at the same perspective and didn't cooperate. we will not have the same focus kan...with that, a group never be succeed to achieve their goal.....

nothing passing my mind to write...see again with it already holiday...=D..

gempak giler....

says....at last...balik pon ke ipoh yang setelah almost two month at asrama...dasat giler...haha..."tkde ape pon"
anyway, byk experience baru duk kat sane and my ramadhan for this year start at there...

says more from me...first want to say
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‎(⁀‵⁀) ✫ ✫ ✫.Hey semua..,
`⋎´✫¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•✫
..✫¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•.✫
☻/ღ˚ •。* ˚ ˚✰˚ ˛★* 。 ღ˛° 。* °♥ ˚ • ★ *˚ .ღ 。
/▌*˛˚ღ •˚ Selamat Hari Raya ˚ ✰* ★Selamat Hari Merdeka!˚ • ★ *
/ \ ˚. ★ ˛ ˚ ✰。˚ ˚ღ。* ˛˚ 。✰˚* ˚ ★ღ ˚ 。✰ •* ˚♥ Maaf Zahir Batin..:'D


almost a month fasting...harap puasa tahun ini diterima-Nya...
byk story want to tell...hehe...since living asrama for almost two month...and kind of addicted to say word.."gempak giler"....tak tau knape...and also starting to speak like kedah...ntah mane dtg ntah sleng kedah pon tk tau la,,,haha....and also getting responsible to hold jawatan as BWP biro komunikasi at MRSM Lenggong..plus the job..and the study...ergh...(*_*)...mcm2...dan me get to know someone that like me..other easy say...me the second...hahaa..kinda cool know someone that same like you...

fear

what would come ahead..

says, hari ni kuar g mcd petang tu, after solat jumaat, dlm kol 3 cmtu..some small reunion..hehe..tapi best..^^..lame gak melepak kat situ,,sonok sembang nye pasal citer lame or anything else...haha.yang coming is me ,anwar , asrul, muqmin, anis, azira, syakirin, aisyah, and natasha..anyway..ahad nk balik asrama dah..argh...sabo je la..hati ni macam tk sedia je nk balik ke asrama tu...dah la ngan homework nye yg blom bersentuh lagi..keseraman je..

says more...so for the title..takut, why,, menulis post ni after been walking2 around looking my other friend blog..just for once, me thought, macam mane la masa depan kan..i mean, what am i will go after this..tomorrow, the next day, next month, next year..what will come..getting to my bones memikir kan nye..for me, kene bersedia hadapi segala nya untuk masa hadapan yang tidak menentu ni...ye, pada satu masa aku akan berada di bawah, dan satu masa lain aku berada di atas, tu la roda kehidupan, namun ,berada di bawah bermakna mampu kah kita kembali ke atas..?? punyai kekuatan berbuat begitu, atau rebah oleh kejatuhan yang mengejut kan..harap tidak..that what make me fear that..everyday, a step will be make, a second will be past, a heart will be beat, but do we past the next cycle of that...hope to be so..

holiday holiday

be confidence towards yourself

says, ahoy everyone..err salah2, assalamualaikum sume..hehe..lame dah tk update..tuan blog nye duk  bertapa kat kawasan prasejarah lenggong nun sane..haha..me have finish the exam...yosh...tapi tk tau la result nye cmne nanti..wait and see only la..

say what to say.....since me coming back here...feel so relieved that i can come back again here..hehe..so, i be thinking how condition of everyone?? since they coming back from their different place, carrying new experience..how would they be..for me, i think they had been more matured than before...still the same person, but lebih tabah, lebih pandai dan know more about life than before selepas menjejak kan kaki ke alam tingkatan 4 yang mostly all must do yourself...

as me been not at home studying at boarding school, sometimes, me been thinking, is this how feel to be form 4 or to be more matured?? is the reality world is harder, can i pass through it?? can i? but..stop the question there...sebab, masa depan sentiasa mempunyai pelbagai kemungkinan yang tidak terhingga..jadi, for me, terus kan berusaha untuk berjaya untuk mencapai impian that everyone want to holding all this year..

everyone have their think to say..everyone have their way to go..everyone have their dream to catch up..everyone have their hope towards something..so everyone have something to do..then, do we have set our path..a leaving answer is from us........

human, life, future

why the thing sad??

says, akhir nye balik jugak kat ipoh nih, setelah cuti hari tu..pergh, punye la excited nk balik rumah punye psl...sbb nk gune internet, nk membace dan melihat..

bace komik, bace blog, melihat FB, melihat anime..haha..cam ape je.

.namun begitu, kepulangan ku ke tanah ipoh nih bukan setakat ngan tangan yang kosong, tapi dengan homework nye..haish, spoil cuti tul.....sabo je la..

ok..tutup citer boring ini..

tk sangka, intro nye semangat beno..haha..

says me self....since me had coming home..first thing to come, how would be my friend?? are they okay? are they still same as before..same as me not leaving to MRSM?? sume soalan tu berlegar dalam kepala dan hati..but, to say, a lot of it has change..huu, sedih gak biler sume perkara dah berubah..well, all knowing that things change, people change, time change..

jadi, what the story for me?? tetibe terdetik nk buat post nih..as the title show the main focus of what i'm saying, 

hanya kata hati yg ingin meluahkan ape yg terbuku, rase sedih dan sunyi, kerana perubhan masa, perubahan dunia, perubhan manusia...mmg byk perkara yg sentiasa akan berubah, tk dinafikan apatah lagi di sangkal kan..tapi, apakah perubahan tu menuju kebaikan?? itu menjadi persoalan..namun yg pasti, dugaan sentiasa ade, dan setiap yg berlaku tu ade hikmah nye...jadi apa yg mampu seorang hamba ALLAH yg kerdil yg menaip post ni mampu lakukan ialah bertawakal dan sentiasa berusaha dan tidak berputus asa dalam menghadapi dugaan dunia nih..

at last to type or to say..

.i cannot do everything, but at least i can do something, 

i wanna change the world but first i must change

i want everyone to acknowledge me, but i must never give up

i want my friend to always side to me, but i must first always be next to them

and 

i don't want my friend to lose me, so i must not lose my friend..

and for that, i'm not gonna losing them all..

only if them not losing me..

smile

never lost to it...

says..aaaaaa!!!!!..hari ni dah jumaat...haha...keje skola ade la dalam 5-6 subjek, yang dah bergerak beberapa inci je pon...haha...maleh nye nk wat...tp, apakan daya, kene wat jgk..haish...sabo je la..cuti,..hrmm...cmne eh,...ade la boring gak..ade la yg tk boring gak..haha..sembang taik... ..but  i'm missing my friend a lot.......since ade la jgk beberapa org yg berjumpa..but, i'm hoping to see everyone..you..yes you..kamu, dan kamu, serta,..yg ngah pegang keyboard serta mouse tu...kamu juga..atau yg sedang duduk mahu pun berdiri..you'all..if, this holiday not the time for me to meet everyone, its okay..i'll try to find the right time to go for it...hehe...=D..nanti jumpe jgn wat2 tk kenal pulak..tacing lari balik zaman prasejarah kota tampan, lenggong pulak nanti...haha...mende la di taip nyee..  .....

says what......haaa, lame nye tk taip panjang2...padahal malas..haha..first..japan..fuh, how could it be out there?? will there be saved?? will they get through it.?? hope it will...japanese tough..they will make it...tapi..one thing terlintas while i'm seeing video about the earthquake ...why i'm not hearing people screaming so much?? feeling like kind quite....why??? yeah they have scream..but, not really screaming...wat2 phm ye..

.semalam, kat tv3, ape ntah rancangan waktu pagi tu...ade sorang pelajr baru balik dari sane..die cite punye cite2, but, at some part, i'm interesting about this...

"pengangkutan subway dan awam menjadi pengangkutan utama mereke..jadi apabila tsunami melanda kereta api dan pengangkutan awam terputus dan dihenti kan...yang beroperasi hanya teksi...since nk keluar dari kawsan tersebut melalui darat...but, the still queue up untuk naik teksi"...ade skit olahan dari saya ya..hehe...

 i'm like woaaa..still even depa dalam keadaan tsunami camtu...they still ikut peraturan...tkde nk potong2...tolak2 ke..

..really, they good and terdidik still to tenang even facing something like this...lagi satu.dari keratan akhbar.." looking around tokyo like a haunted city, yes, everyone scared to come out, and stay at home, saving food...then klu tk silap, pemberita ni lalu kut kan koridor pejalan kaki, "this what the writer taip: riak wajah mereka nampak tredup mengenangkan nasib diri dan keluarga yang masih hilang, namun masih sempat juga melempar kan senyuman apabila disapa walaupun tidak mampu berkomunikasi akibat rintangan bahasa..."..see, how tough they are....if me, mybe a river of tears might have drop down from my face..

so, mybe the conclusion is to, stay calm and think clearly for what to be done..japan, we pray for you..

says more??.....since dah nk balik dah ke asrama..argh tidak. malas nye.. so i'll be facing again problem and school work..haish...sabo je la..haha..ape pun, must keep study tk kire di mana pun,.,.since i've have a dream..have faith on that dream..and keep going to chase them..some day, my feet will step on you japan..i hope..=D..

after all this second

how you all??

says..wahhwahh... lame nye tk taip blog nih..*bukan tulis ye* rindu ade, malas pun ade..haha...all of non typing blogging happen when me going to MRSM..dah sebulan baru balik..isk2..nk balik payah, kene wat surat ape mende la..maleh eh..so far, study all ok...exam blom lagi..aktiviti dah macm2...homework jgn cite la. mesti ade nye.., folio ade dua.. plus additional 1 first in my life, making tesis ..wah2, cam duk U je.. ape2 pon, nk siap gak sume tu..FRIEND..I Miss All Of You sooooooooo muccccccchhh...... sedih ooo tk jumpe kome lame2 nih...but  in deep of my heart i'll hope you'all always okay..^0^...

says....when reaching home, shocking news entering my eyes and all my pancaindera..*almost all*  that, Japan, been having a 8.9 skala ritcher of earthquake and tsunami with almost 10 meter high, raging violently on japan land..first tough, tk sangka nya...then think, how the person kat sane tu, ok ke tak....when seeing the video of water rising, up to japan city, masyaallah, dh mcm bandar terbuang je, keta leh terapung2 je, ngan bole ade kapal2 yg hanyut, klu yg kat pinggiran dekat2 ngan pelabuhan tu, kapal besar pon ade yg terbalik..how sad to think all of it happen.just in a blink of eye..

tp kalau malaysia kene, ntah ade lg ke tak malaysia ni..hidup lagi tak kita nih..think of it for yourself...